One thing I have discovered is that everything sounds better in my head then it does once it makes it's way out!! I have all these thoughts, that at the time, seem absolutely amazing!! And then when I'm ready to get them all out, NADA! (example: this blog was going to be an amazing story of renewing your light for Christ, but I pretty much sucked that one up). It can be frustrating because as a prideful, insecure and often times begging for approval kinda person..I definitely want MY words to come out beautifully!!
I am starting to discover that perhaps that is the point. That YOUR words come out just as lowly and terrible as they are, so that when something amazing or lovely or humble does make it's way onto your paper, you'll be able to say... "Where did that come from, because it was definitely NOT me?!"
Some of the most amazing times in my life are when I CANNOT explain how or why something happens. I just sit back in awe and think to myself how cool MY GOD really is. He can take broken relationships and mend them back together stronger and tighter then they ever were to begin with. He can heal hearts that the pain is so deep and dark that it seems untouchable by the light of day ever again! He can take scared and timid Christians and give them a boldness that they could never possess on their own! He can renew your mind, He can strengthen your faith and He has paid the ultimate price so that YOU can be saved! He is amazing, so I don't have to have the perfect words to display that!! He is enough!! I cannot add to, or take away from the GREATNESS of my God!!
So trust Him, and He will fill you with a peace that is WAY beyond our understanding! Believe in His Word and He will reveal the way that you should go!! And get down right BOLD about the gift that you've been given. Because no matter how lowly or pitiful your story may be, God can use it in a MIGHTY WAY!!
"Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever" Hebrew 13:8
Trusting Him ~Hi-D~